In the MC's previous life she l was traumatized by a "relationship", and just about all the romantic interactions with the knight are forced upon her until she accepts what's happening.
Only twice does the knight back off/feel bad during forced sexual interactions. I had to stop reading after they get to the part where MC tells the knight why she hates her lower body being touched, and in response the knight decides she needs "training" from him to not panic so badly and accept him touching her down there.



