Asphyxiating First Love

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  Posted by Readers in Japan

  Oct 24, 2024 (PST) | Translate to English
  自分を偽る
  Misrepresenting yourself
  初恋の人を前にして、自分を偽るのって辛くない？なんだか、ユキの苦い気持ちが肌に感じられる作品だったなぁ。

  Isn't it hard to lie about yourself in front of your first love? Somehow, it was a work where I could feel Yuki's bitter feelings on my skin.

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  Posted by Readers in Japan

  Jul 08, 2022 (PST) | Translate to English
  気になる絵に誘われて
  Invite me to a picture I'm interested in
  喘いでたね二人。結構がたいのいいユキちゃんだったな。こんなに初恋を引きずるものなのかと思うけど、言い出せない男同士の恋は周りのことや常識に、どうしても囚われがち。ましてや、幼い男の子には常識を打ち破るすべを持ち合わせないかな。大人になっても、できるかと言えば益々しんどいかもしれない。ただ、この年になって思うのは後悔したくないから自分のやりたいことを正直な自分を大切に生きようという事です。その点でいくとミユキとボノちゃんは早くに(30歳が早いと言わないかもしれんが…)手をとりあえて幸せというほかない。自分が汚れてしまったと思うミユキが躊躇う気持ちは切ないですが、汚れてない大人なんていない。もし、いるとしたらよっぽど社会と関わらず生きてきたんだ思う。そんな日常の生活の中でも胸の内に輝くものをいつまでも持っていた二人は出会うべくして出会った。嬉しい結末でした。

  they were panting, weren't they? Yuki was a pretty tough and nice girl. I wonder if it's something that drags on their first love this much, but love between men who can't be expressed tends to be trapped by their surroundings and common sense no matter what. What's more, I wonder if young boys have a way to break common sense. Even when you become an adult, it may be more and more difficult when it comes to whether you can do it. However, what I think at this age is that I don't want to regret it, so I'm going to cherish my honest self for what I want to do. From that point of view, Miyuki and Bono-chan had no choice but to be happy by holding hands early (you might not say 30 years old is early...). It's sad that Miyuki, who thinks she's dirty, hesitates, but there aren't any adults who aren't dirty. If they were there, I think they would have lived far too much regardless of society. The two, who always had something shining in their hearts even in their everyday lives, met in order to meet. It was a happy ending.

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  Posted by Readers in Japan

  Apr 03, 2022 (PST) | Translate to English
  激辛い初恋。
  A very painful first love.
  This review contains spoilers. 苦しむ、苦悩するではなく「あえぐ」の言葉に惹き付けられ手に取りました。ポイントにあえぐ私めとは異なり、とても切ないお話。初恋の人が忘れられず、今だに心の中に大切な宝物のように抱え、その人の面影を求め男漁りをする主人公の未幸。己の心を断裁出来ないでいる苦しみに心痛み、その気持ちを来世まで持って行くかと悲しくなりました。ある夜、絡まれているところを助けてくれたのは、なんと初恋の人。恐るべし赤い糸。が、この時点では二人とも互いの正体を知りません。二度目の再会で未幸は気付きますが、本名を隠します。こんな形で会いたくなかったが、本心。それでも会って行くうちに相手にも正体が判明して、二方共に初恋相手だとわかり、なーんだ、大曲りの寄り道に読者としては苦笑するも、奇妙な運命に拍手。紆余曲折は人生の常、苦しみ悩んだ量だけ幸せになった時の喜びも大きくなろうというもの。未幸の一生、これ以上不幸に拍車がかからなくて良かったァ～と、ホッとして閉じました。今後は二人ともに幸せ行為で、大いに「喘いで」下さいませ。

  This review contains spoilers. Instead of suffering or suffering, I was attracted to the word “gasp” and picked it up. It's a very sad story, unlike Me, who grumbles for a point. The misfortune of the protagonist, who can't be forgotten by his first love, still holds it like an important treasure in his heart, and hunts for men in search of that person's image. I was heartbroken by the suffering of not being able to judge my own mind, and I was sad that I would carry that feeling until the next life. One night, the person who helped me get tangled up was the person I had my first love. Terrible red thread. However, at this point, they both don't know each other's true identity. When they meet again for the second time, they notice misfortune, but they hide their real name. I didn't want to meet you this way, but really. Even so, as we met, the other person's true identity was revealed, and both of them understood that they were their first love partners, and even though they smiled wryly as readers at the big detour, they clapped for the strange fate. The twists and turns are a normal part of life, and the joy when you are happy only the amount of suffering and suffering will increase. I closed with a sense of relief, saying that I'm glad my life of misfortune wasn't spurred by any more misfortune. From now on, it's an act of happiness for both of them, and please “pant” a lot.

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