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Chapter Ongoing #1-7 | 1 Chapter Free
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Self-indulgent Vanilla

USD 1.49 / 149pt

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Around campus, Ikuse is a notorious bookworm, focused solely on literature. Kazami, a master of none, simply wants to enjoy his college life. One day in the cafeteria they strike up a conversation and their friendship takes off. Kazami learns of Ikuse's interest in BDSM, and they begin to explore the fetish. Lost in pleasure, Ikuse blurts out his true desire, but he is turned down. Unable to face Kazami, Ikuse severs his ties with him. Years later, he still can't forget about him. Now, an editor, what sits on his desk is none other than Kazami's manuscript. Can Ikuse look beyond the past and nurture Kazami's talent as his editor? Can they move forward, or are they doomed to repeat the past?
Self-indulgent Vanilla

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4.6 (64)

  • Mar 10, 2025 (PST) | Total Reviews: 9
    Nice art and story, but parts were confusing
    I like the story and I wish it was longer so we could have gotten a bit more of the couple after they got together. The part with the other author felt confusing and that it came out of nowhere.
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  • Jan 10, 2025 (PST) | Total Reviews: 24
    the ending is nice
    This review contains spoilers. I liked it overall, but I was definitely confused like 80% of the time. Partially, because past and present get mixed together. Partially, because it’s not always clear who’s speaking. But I am glad that the drama of the misunderstanding got solved, I guess
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4.8 (129)

Japanese reviews were originally posted on Comic C’moA. Some reviews may contain spoilers for unreleased content or topics unrelated to MangaPlaza services.

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    Posted by Readers in Japan

    Feb 23, 2026 (PST) | Translate to English
    性癖ど真ん中SM
    これまでもSMもどきやソフトSM系のBLはありましたが、ここまでど真ん中なのは初めて読みました!ストーリーも拗らせててとても好きです!できればもっとプレイシーンが見たい///
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